I Wish I Had Held Back – Episode 4

REAL LIFE LOVE STORY by POP FLAIR – Episode 4

 

It was friday night around 9:30pm. I heard a

 

knock on the door and it was Tope. I was

 

really surprised seeing her there and I said to

 

her. “Why are you out this late?”

 

She said. “I told my mom I was going for

 

Vigil.”

 

I then said. “Come in, you lied to your mom

 

abi?”

 

She couldn’t answer me.

 

I made her noodles and she ate. We both laid

 

down on the bed, I knew what I feared the

 

most was revealing its head. I had just my

 

boxers on and I don’t like sleeping with much

 

clothes on. She then said. “Do you have water

 

in the bathroom, I want to shower.”

 

I then knew that night was going to be an

 

intriguing one. I said. “Yes there’s water in

 

the bathroom. You can use this towel it’s

 

clean.”

 

She took the towel and went into the

 

bathroom. I didn’t have condoms with me

 

and it was late to get one. After about 15

 

minutes she then came out from the

 

bathroom wrapped in my towel. She then

 

put off the light switch and laid beside me.

 

She apparently didn’t have any clothes on.

 

Before I could say jack…. My erection had

 

manifested. But I vowed not to make the

 

first move.

 

About 10 minutes passed and no move was

 

made. She then rested her head on my chest

 

and put her left laps on my leg. And I thought

 

to myself. “If we spend the night like this it

 

won’t be bad.”

 

I then put my left hand on her left shoulder

 

and began to handle her shoulder a bit. Next

 

thing I felt was a grip on my joystick.

 

She said. “I have never held one before. You

 

are the first and you will be the last. I love

 

you Thomas I came to give you my body,

 

please be easy on me, I am still a virgin.”

 

I was put in a dilemma, I wanted her and I

 

didn’t want her at the same time. I couldn’t

 

think of what to say to her than. “Tope I love

 

you too.” It escaped me quickly before my

 

thoughts. I was letting my heart speak not

 

my head. I damned the consequences of

 

tomorrow and embraced the passion of now.

 

I had just less than a month to wrap of my

 

service year and I needed to hold on to

 

something to linger in the archives of my

 

memories

 

She began to kiss my chest, sending

 

electronic signals to my sexual hormones.

 

Unleashing the demon within me. She kept

 

on kissing and using her lips to clinch my

 

nipples, that was the last straw that broke

 

the camels back. I then took charge and laid

 

her on her back. I sucked her nipples tenderly

 

and caressively, she moaned embracing my

 

head while at it.

 

Although I had read about it in books: How

 

to deflower a virgin. With no practical

 

experience I knew it was going to be a long

 

night. While I was sucking her nipples my

 

right had was handling her region. She was so

 

wet with slimy stuff, but I didn’t mind. I knew

 

I had to handle with that place too.

 

So I later decided to put one finger inside her

 

honey well. It was really a difficult task and I

 

didn’t know where the orifice was, not that I

 

could put on the light and search for it. In the

 

quest of ransacking the opening, I put my

 

finger in her butt hole, she then said. “Ah

 

Thomas thats my anus. Raise your finger up a

 

bit…. No a little bit down….Yes there.”

 

She directed me to the spot but it didn’t

 

seem like an opening. I then applied little

 

pressure in putting the tip of my finger

 

inside, She closed her eyes and said. “Be

 

careful, it hurts a bit.”

 

The tip of my finger finally got in, so I started

 

taking it in and out continuously. She then

 

said. “Thomas, please I want you on top of

 

me. I need you to do the real thing.”

 

I then said. “It would hurt, I don’t want to

 

hurt u.”

 

She then said. “You deserve it Thomas. I love

 

you.”

 

I couldn’t decline her, so I mounted on her

 

and I said. “Tope you have to help out here,

 

you have to use your hand to align it to the

 

position.”

 

She then assisted me to it. My cap was just

 

on the surface of her va.gina. I then started

 

to apply little pressure on it. I really didn’t

 

want her to feel much pain.

 

She then said. “Thomas just do it….Just do

 

it.”

 

I couldn’t push it in, I felt it was gong to hurt,

 

it was just so tight. While I use still applying

 

pressure she then tilted her waist towards

 

me, causing an abrupt intrusion. She

 

screamed and held me tight. There was a

 

snap inside of her, I felt it. I knew it was

 

better I remained inside of her.

 

It was very obvious she was in extreme pain,

 

I could tell by the grip she had in her

 

embrace. She then said. “Continue Thomas,

 

continue. Don’t stop no matter what.”

 

I then started thrusting… She closed her

 

eyes pretty tight trying to bear every pain

 

she perceived. I get sorry for her but happy

 

for myself. The feeling inside of her was

 

soothing and mind blowing. Her tightened

 

grip on me enthralled me to an ecstasy I had

 

never experienced before. After about 10

 

minutes I climaxed inside of her. It was so

 

compelling I had to lie on top of her and

 

remained inside till I shrunk out of her.

 

I then put on the light and the bed sheet was

 

stained with blood, it was a gory sight. she

 

helped removed it and washed it that night.

 

We both showered and laid on the mattress

 

and started talking. I said to her. “What came

 

over you?”

 

She said. “My friend Bimpe got deflowered

 

last week by a guy that never truly loved her.

 

She gave it to him because she wanted him

 

to stay. But I gave it to you because you are

 

truly caring, loving and supporting. I have

 

written JAMB exams 4 times and because of

 

you I made it this time. My life would have be

 

noting without you.”

 

I said to her. “Tope, I truly care about you.

 

But don’t you think that was too extreme?”

 

She said. “It had to be you. It would have

 

been with a guy that doesn’t deserve it. We

 

have known each other for 3 months and you

 

never asked for it. I have no regrets Thomas.

 

Even though we don’t end up together.”

 

I then said. “You are sweet girl Tope.”

 

She said. “One more thing.”

 

I said. “What?”

 

She then said. “We have to do it one more

 

time in the morning, my friend told me the

 

more I do it the more I enjoy it. I need to

 

enjoy you Thomas. I know you are finishing

 

service soon and I won’t see you again.

 

Please let me have the privilege.”

 

I pondered for a while and I said. “Okay

 

Tope, no problem.”

 

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