Good Girl Gone Bad – Episode 11
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I went to my room and slept,the following day i woke up and prepared breakfast for him and ironed his clothes.Nigga didn’t even say”Hello”,i dont blame him though.Things in the house weren’t cool,we weren’t talking,okay i was trying but he wasn’t bothered at all.I was devastated. I regretted everything,i knew my
relationship with Rick was completely destroyed. It was very clear he wanted nothing to do with me,the trust,respect and love that he had for me was gone. Those days he would come home shower,eat,watch tv and sleep.I missed him so much.I knew i hurt him and he was angry but i needed him say something or beat me if it was gonna make him feel much better…. Kindly share out more interesting stories from generalloaded.com using the floating social media icon buttons below…
Days,weeks passed not even a single word frm him,my man sure know how to be angry trust me..the factt that he wasn’t talking to me,i was dying a slow painful death,but i wasn’t gonna let my relationship fade like that,there must be some damage control i needed to do…
After what it seemed like two and few weeks of not talking i decided to broke the ice,i couldn’t take the silence anymore.I had given him time to heal now.He came home and went straight to his room and took a shower and came back after 30minutes and sat far from me,i was watching Rhythm city,i switched the tv off and he looked at me like he wanted to eat me alive…
Me:can we talk?no,can i talk and you listen,after that i would take all my clothes
and leave your house…
Him:o-kay,whats up…
Me:(clearing my throat)i just wanna tell you that loving you was,actually is not a lie,i love you Ntate Lekoa,all the great times we had together were real and iam truly and deeply sory for everything.I feel rotten to the core,i have no excuse for what i did,i was drunk and i didn’t know what was happening until the next morning whn i woke up next to him,and i asked him why i was in his bedroom,he told me we had sex but i dont think something happened that night because i don’t remember anything,he drugged me and took advantage(okay i know i waas lying but it was the only way..tears were rolling down my cheeks)am so sory i lied to you,it only happened once and i dont even remembering it.the regret i feel is overwhelming and i vow to never do it again,you’re a good man Rick,you don’t deserve all the pain that i’ve caused you,am sorry i acted like a bitch,and i disrespected and betrayed you like this..
He kept quite and he was looking down,listening to what i was saying and he didn’t said anything.I went to my bedroom and closed the door and i cried uncontrollably laying in bed,i think i slept because i woke up around seven and Rick was long gone.My relationship was over although he never said it but i could feel it.I woke up clean and washed his clothes,around four i started packing my clothes,God knows where i was going.I had like four thousand in my bank account so i would get a B&B somewhere while i make another plan.I finished took ashower got dressed and i left..
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