The Bad Boy Diary – Episode 58

Written by, Rejoice Jeremiah. C

 

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CHAPTER 58

 

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Clara’s POV

 

 

I spoke with three people after I was back home from work. First was Danelle who kept talking about Drake which only increased the guilt I was feeling.

 

Then mom, who said she’s gonna come to talk with me, trying to make me understand that the decision that I made is so wrong and I couldn’t deny that I felt her words this time.

 

Then, Louisa called, telling that she’s been trying my line for a week now.

 

I had wanted to lie when she told me that my mom had told her everything and that she can’t deny that my mom is right.

 

“I understand it’s love that has made you take such decision but you have to know

 

that it’s only misleading you and nothing’s gonna right’s gonna come out of it. It won’t end well. You have forgiven which was the right thing to do but going back to him to wait forever,c’mon friend that can’t happen. You truely love but you can’t put your future at risk cos of it.

 

Tell him goodbye and move on dear. Im sure your third relationship will be forever strong. Trust me girl. Listen to your mom, you might decide not to listen to me but please listen to your mom,” Louisa had said on the phone call.

 

～～

 

I sighed and wrapped myself in the duvet.

 

‘Mom is against my decision, my sister is, sir edwardo is, even Louisa! and im sure Johanna would be if I tell her too.

 

What do I do? im begining to fall really sick.

 

～

 

I fell asleep hours later, that I woke up the next day with a banging headache.

 

I rolled out of the bed and walked into the bathroom where I splashed cold water from the sink on my dull face, my eyes looking bulgy.

 

I came out and checked my phone. The time was 7:30am, Okay I forgot to set the alarm last night. Im going late to work today.

 

I rushed back to the bathroom to brush and take a bathe.

 

Breakfast could wait.

 

I took my bathe and soon, I was dressed for work.

 

I picked my bag, my phone and left for work.

 

Getting outta my house, I recalled my car packed at the spot where it’s been.

 

I sighed.

 

‘I’ll be off duty tomorrow so i’ll call a mechanic. It’s getting to three weeks or so

 

that i haven’t touched the car’

 

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I stooped a cab and went in.

“Gra-Avantees hospital,” I said to the driver in brown clothecap. He drove off.

 

 

“Ma’am I remember you,” the cab driver said, making me stare at his face through the rear view mirror confusely.

 

 

“I mean I recall your face. You were the lady that some guy spyed on six days ago,” he said.

 

“Some guy spyed on me, who?” I asked with a bit of fright.

 

 

Who would spy on me?

 

He adjusted the rearview mirror so I could see his face clearly.

 

“Well, I drove him to the gate of Degred police department and he stayed upto an

 

hour hoping you wouldn’t come out from the police station and I tell you ma’am, he got really heartbroken to the extent of a tear drop when he saw you wall out of the station.

 

Im sure you know who im speaking of now,” he said.

 

Ofcourse Drake!

 

I couldn’t believe it again.

 

‘Drake saw me. He knew I went to see Noah on sunday even before I told him. This is so unbelievable!’

 

 

“Ih you still don’t? I can still recall his handsome face, tall, brown hair and amazing built body stature,” he said.

 

“I do, i do,” I muttered.

 

 

He smiled.

 

“Who is he really to you? He was acting like your boyfriend, or fiancee, I asked

 

him though but he refused telling me exactly though he said you both ain’t dating.

 

He was really heartbroken to see you walk out of that police station,” he said.

 

I sighed as I couldn’t hold back the pains that rushed within me. I felt like a thousand more guilt had been added to my head. It was too heavy for me that I couldn’t believe it when I felt tears gathered in my eyes.

 

 

“He’s my friend and my neighbour, we are fine now,” I said, mxing the truth with the lie.

 

 

“Then if he’s just a friend then I think there’s something more and it’s connected to

 

feelings, deep feelings for you. I think he wants something more than just a friend and whoever you went to see must have broken his heart really much,” he said and pulled to the gate of Gra-Avantees.

 

“Thanks for the information,” I said and paid him. He nodded and took the pay.

 

I walked out of the cab, shut the door back and he drove away.

 

Forgettinh my lateness for a moment as I stood starinh at the yellow and black painted car till it was out of sight.

 

All I could mutter after was, “I need to see Drake.”

 

I rushed towards the hospital building.

 

 

‘I need to see Drake,’ I said within continously, rushing up to the stairs but then I bumped into someone – the retired police officer.

 

He seem so familiar to me. I really wonder how!

 

“Im sorry sir,” I said and climbed the remaining riser. When I glanced back, I

 

caught him staring at me.

 

～

 

I walked into my office and dropped my bag on the desk, the sat down on the swivel chair and layed my head on the table.

 

 

‘Drakeeee I so much need to see you. I really want to, I can’t believe how hurt you felt that day. My guilty feelings has increased more and I can’t help it.

 

Where exactly are you Drake, how could you just leave because I went back to Noah. It’s all because I love him. If I didn’t, I wouldn’t accept him nor will I even forgive him.

 

How could you fall inlove with me! what do you want me to do Drake?’

 

 

I sighed.

 

The door opened and Johanna walked in.

 

I sat up, bringing up my face.

 

Her smile faded immediately as she saw my weary face.

 

 

“Nurse Clara, are you really okay?” she demanded with a worried look on her pretty round face.

“Yes Johanna, im fine,” I lied.

 

 

She shook her head.

 

“No, you don’t seem like. What’a really wrong please?” she said as she drew near then took my hand.

 

I sighed. Should I tell her about it?

 

“Tell me Clara and i’d help out if I can,” she added.

 

 

I sighed again and shook my head.

“Im not fine Johanna. Im so confused. I don’t know what to do,” I said.

 

“Oh tell me tell me and we’ll solve ir together,” she said.

 

“Let’s meet at the hospital cafeteria after work, i’ll tell you.” I said and she nodded with a smile.

 

“Alright but can you please lighten up your face even if it’s only a little bit please,” she said, caressing my hair.

 

I gave her a faint smile.

 

“So why are you here?” I asked.

 

“Matron Gracia wanna see you,” she said.

 

“Do you have a clue why?”

 

“Uhmm maybe cos she saw you came late,” she said and chuckled.

 

 

smiled.

 

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Drake’s POV

 

I stood at the balcony and stared out at the activities going on at the resort ground as I waited for Brenda’s arrival.

 

She was coming and I want her to.

 

I glanced at my wristwatch, the time was saying ’11:30am’

 

I turned back to the ground when I saw her car drive in.

 

She pulled into the parking lot and then stepped out and shut her door. She was dressed in red just the colour of her car. Red gown with just one sleeve at the left hand which flowed down to the elbow.

 

The right hand was sleeveless. The gown hugged out her hips and hardly covered her thighs. Her cleavage was visible even from afar.

 

Brenda is hot but Clara is just beautiful and warm.

 

Why am I mentioning Clara!’

 

I made my way down the staircase to meet her, on my way, her call came in.

 

I picked it up.

 

“Hello baby, im here now standing at the parking lot, come over please,” she said

 

in a soft tone.

“Im coming there now,” I answered and ended the call.

 

 

Soon I was walking towards the parking lot where she stood, glancing around.

 

She saw me and began coming towards with a smile.

 

‘This Brenda is a girl that I hate but to get that girl I love outta my mind. I need her and here she is.

 

I got to her and before I could say ‘jack’ she pushed her lips on mine.

 

I threw my wide eyes at her. She wrapped her hands round my neck, not letting go of the kiss.

 

Geez! what.

 

I felt kinda embarrased.

 

I managed to pull her outta me. She was smiling.

 

“I missed you Drake,” she said.

 

 

I breathed out.

 

“You shouldn’t have been in a hurry, people were watching,” I said.

 

She raised her brow, “Why would that bother you? I don’t mind making love with you here. The way I want you, is like a burning flame that is unquenchable,” she said as she ran her hands on my chest through my thick red shirt.

 

“I love you so much. I knew you were gonna be mine Drake,” she said and trailed

 

her hand up to my cheek.

 

I grabbed the hand softly.

 

“Let’s go to my suite,” I said and with that, we headed to my suite.

 

 

“So are you gonna tell me why you are here?” she asked.

 

“Im on leave, so I decided to spend it here,” I replied and unlocked the door. We

 

walked in and closed the door.

 

She scanned around then settled on the bed, crossing her leg.

 

I dropped the keys and my phone on the bed, the pillow side.

 

 

“I’ll make an order,” I said and was typing on the landline on the bedside table when she stood up.

 

“No baby, Your girlfriend don’t wanna eat such things,” she said and back hugged me. “but you,” she completed and giggled softly.

 

She planted a kiss on my back. It should have sent chills down me but suprisingly, it didn’t.

 

I left the landline and turned to face her.

 

She was smiling, then bite her bottom lips seductively, “Make sweet love to me Drake and it will be the begginning of our sweet love and Romance. Let’s spend the rest of today and all through the night in intimate unending pleasure,” she touched my hair then trailed her finger down to my nose.

 

“I’ve really missed your touch. Your sweet bites on my skin. They way you make me moan in pure estacy,” she said and trailed down to my lips.

 

I could see the want in her eyes.

 

With all this seductive words from her, I should have been getting aroused but seriously I wasn’t.

 

She licked her lips seductively and when her hands had trailed up behind my ear.

 

She pushed her lips to mine.

 

I reciprocated but the feelings wasn’t there.

 

There and then, I understood that both I and my body doesn’t want Brenda.

 

Claire was even better.

 

But just like I ignored those guilt feelings the second time with Claire, Im gonna ignore this time too.

 

She unbottoned my shirt and I removed it. She caressed my chest and my back while I found her gown zipper and pulled down the zip to her butt where it stopped.

 

Her red bra with black fancied net came in view.

 

 

I reached for the hook and unhooked it. The bra fell to the ground. Her boobs stared at me.

 

She bite her bottom lip and cupped her big boobs in her hands.

“You’ve missed them, haven’t you?” she said in a soft seducing tone which would

 

have sent me to the edge even her boobs that would have made my d**k rise in two seconds but none of that was happening.

 

I ain’t even aroused. My mind weren’t here but on somewhere I have no idea.

 

My mind seemed blank and unfocused. Confused and weak.

 

I was starting to feel nausea as she kissed me again and her head rested on my zip. My d**k was feeling her hand but it wasn’t making any reaction to that. She should notice that and so she did.

 

She pulled away with her hand still there. She narrowed her eyes.

“You ain’t getting hard,” she said.

 

I sighed, removed her hand from there and dropped it on her body.

 

 

“No I can’t because im not concentrating and I feel nausea and I don’t know what’s wrong,” I said.

“It’s because of her right?” she asked with an angered tone.

 

“I think. Or rather yes,” I said.

 

“Who exactly, your neighbour huh?” she asked.

 

“Yes and again, i’ve never wanted this so please just leave,” I said.

 

 

She walked back to the bed in her naked state with just her red lingerie on and her heels. She sat back on the bed and crossed her legs.

 

 

“So, why didn’t you let her know when you were leaving and where you are?” she asked.

 

“You went to see her?” I asked.

 

 

“Ofcourse but she lied to me that you both ain’t dating but just friends. Now I need the truth,” she said.

 

“I love her. She have no idea yet. Im trying to get her outta my mind because she

 

love someone else. So what you are gonna do now is follow my way, Try also to forget about me from now on cos the Drake that you love is not interested in you one bit. I tried to but as you can see, It can’t work. My body doesn’t even want you, so please leave now Brenda and please do that before im out of the ensuite,” I said and walked into the suite.

 

I closed the door and placed my back on it with my head up and my eyes closed in thought.

 

‘God! what is wrong with me? I had sex with Claire. Why couldn’t I have sex with

 

Brenda.. it’s not as if this is the first time with her. We’ve had sex numerous times then why did my body became so unmoved by her touches and the things presented to it.

 

It all have to do with my love for Clara. It’s strongly controlling me.

 

After I had sex with Claire, I regretted and felt so guilty like i’ve cheated on Clara.

 

Now, Brenda, I couldn’t get aroused instead I felt tired and nausea like some rotten meat were presented to me.

 

Does it mean that nothing can change my love for Clara? Nothing can be of help in making me get get outta my mind?’

 

Well, this is my decision.

 

Since I can’t stop my love for her, then im gonna have her. I don’t care how I do it but im gonna make her fall inlove with me.

 

I don’t care if she’s inlove with Noah, im gonna tell her to be mine.

 

Im gonna have her and she is definitely going to love me and forget about Noah.

 

Im going back to Maymack and i’ll do everything within me to be yours Clara.’

 

 

Brenda’s POV

 

 

I love her. She have no idea yet. Im trying to get her outta my mind because she love someone else. So what you are gonna do now is follow my way, Try also to forget about me from now on cos the Drake that you love is not interested in you one bit. I tried to but as you can see, It can’t work. My body doesn’t even want you, so please leave now Brenda and please do that before im out of the ensuite,’

 

This words played severally in my head.

 

I shook my head in scorn.

 

‘Never! I’ll not forget about you Drake!

 

If I can’t have you then no one will!

 

And that girl you’re inlove with, im gonna get rid of her if I can. But he said she doesn’t know yet that he love her and he is tryna stop his love for her cos she is inlove with someone else. Really?

 

She might accept if he asks her out. I can’t let that happen. I have to do something.

 

He can’t get over her and that might take him back to her

 

I have to do something. Only Nikky can help me in this.

 

Knowing she was the reason why he was unmoved by my touches gets me so furious!’

 

I glanced at the bedside table to find his phone.

 

I took it and luckily enough it wasn’t locked with a password. I went through his contacts. Nothing important could I grab.

 

I went to his gallery. So many female pictures. I kept scrolling this one got my eyes wide open.

 

It was the neighbour. The brat he’s inlove with and the reason why he was unmoved by my touches!

 

Her pictures where on his phone. It was two pictures taken in a mall.

 

I quickly sent it to my phone with so much anger boiling deep within me.

 

 

I dropped back the phone on the counter.

 

and stared at the pictures, now on my own phone.

 

‘I own Drake and nothing can stop me from getting him to be fully mine!’

 

 

Drake walked out of the ensuite and grabbed his shirt on the bed.

 

I locked my phone.

 

“Drake what do you take my love for? Why would you resist me and be unmoved

 

by my touches, a hot cake like me just because of that ill looking girl! You are my boyfriend and nothing’s gonna change it,” I said and stood up. I caressed his chest down to his amazing six packs.

 

“We are dating now Drake and the fast you start getting the silly girl outta your

 

life, the better. I can’t share you with anyone else. I’ll give you a call. Im going for a meeting at Genestyle. If you must know my luck, my love, I got the contract to work for one of the top modelling industry in this country. It’s really awesome right? soon, your girlfriend is gonna be known worldwide. I’ll be be back for you but we can still have fun, there’s time. You gonna get aroused this time, trust me my love,” I said, taking his hand down to my vulva but he grabbed my hand pushed me away from him.

 

“Take your bra, dress up and just get out please. Im sorry for inviting you here, it

 

was a mistake and if you must know, we are not in a relationship and will never be.

 

Im not your boyfriend and will never be,” he said strictly.

 

I smiled.

 

 

“You can’t say that sweetie. You are my boyfriend and we started dating last night,” I said with a smirk smile then picked my bra and wore it.

 

 

“and you’ll forever be my boyfriend,” I added and zipped up my gown then picked up my purse.

 

I walked to him and caressed his cheek.

 

“Nothing can stop you,” I whispered with a smile.

 

“Goodbye my love. I’ll be back and enjoy this beautiful resort with you,” I said and

 

with that, I left with no where else on my mind but maymack apartment 3.

 

Im going to meet the brat who made my happy mood turn into a bad mood.

 

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<b>TBC

 

 

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