Teens’ Heart – Episode 41

Chapter 41 Story by, Rejoice

 

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Alexandra ‘s POV

 

Ugh! Look at her… She’s just so irritating.

 

She’s irritating me already!

 

Is she crying?

 

Oh I hate her for taking J’s Pullover!

 

She look sick.

 

Aww so embarrasing.

 

Hahaha.

 

She should get out the pullover now!

 

All I heard were mutterings from the crowd that gathered.

 

My eyes were shut so I couldn’t see these people. And he still held my wrist.

 

Then I heard his voice very close to my ear.

 

“You see, You ain’t so good in yelling. This is the right way to yell. Hope you learnt well.” He whispered.

 

Tears fell down my eyes.

 

Then he let go of my hand, And I ran off to… to where?

 

I ran with sobs down towards the hallway that lead to the long staircase.

 

My cry’s echoed as I ran through the little hallway to the staircase, then I slumped down on the first stair block and with my head on my knees, I wept.

 

I couldn’t believe what has just happened down there.

 

I couldn’t believe he was this cruel and heartless to announce it to everyone.

 

I felt like hanging myself.

 

I felt like running off this school to never return.

 

My heart bled.

 

I was shaking as I wept, tears rolling down my cheeks.

 

I wept on. on and on..

 

My eyes shut tight.

 

I needed to wash off this memory.

 

I needed to wake up from this nightmares i’ve been having.

 

Im tired of sleeping for such a long time, dreaming off

 

Images of my mom appeared to me.

 

There in the kitchen when she colapsed to the floor

 

There at the hospital when the doctor with weary eyes confirmed she has a breast cancer.

 

There on her sick bed when she gave her last words.

 

And closed her eyes after smiling at me.

 

This couldn’t be happening to me if mom was alive.

 

If mom lived just for me…

 

Oh mommy!

 

I feel i’ve been ripped off..

 

Im gonna hang myself to death!

 

Im gonna meet you soon mom… cos I can’t stand the embarrasement.

 

I can’t stand what that devil had put me to.

 

God! I can’t believe this is happening.

 

I wept more.

 

Sniffling and my eye still shut as unending tears rolled down my cheeks.

 

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Jeremy ‘s POV

 

Just as she ran off. I felt someway. Bad!

 

Many walked away, while four girls came.

 

“Im sorry J, We’ll get back your dear pullover.” The first girl said. “Yeah. She’s a bitch.” The second girl said.

 

“Oh gosh. I don’t wanna imagine she messed her skirt up.” the third girl in makeup said, twisting her face.

 

“Uh. Where’s the bitch? So we can just deal with her.” The last girl said.

 

I stared at the direction she took. I felt so bad.

 

Im starting to regret what I did. I wanna go and say im sorry.

 

But won’t it be so hard for that magic word to let out of me? “Hello J, please talk to me.” The last girl said.

 

“To you? Like we are four here so he’s talking to all of us here and not just you!”

 

The second girl fired at her. I turned to them.

 

“Can you girls leave now?” I said.

 

“Ohhhh.” They chorused and then began walking away.

 

I shoved my hand into my pockets. Where could she have ran to? Was what I said so mean?

 

I don’t know why I was feeling really awful.

 

I turned and began walking down the direction which she ran towards.

 

Its the direction that’s leading to the hallway up to the long staircase.

 

I turned to the hallway.

 

Walking past half of it, I heard a sound.

 

I stopped to listen and it was a whimpering cry. But it soon stopped.

 

She’s crying?

 

I slowly walked to the end of the hallway and there she was, her head on her knees.

 

She had stopped the cry but was sniffling.

 

I felt bad.

 

Maybe I shouldn’t have did that, but damn! I was so annoyed.

 

How could she be so arrogant?

 

I walked to her.

 

Even though I had no idea what to say, I just stood in her front, with my hands still in my pockets.

 

Apologising to her would be so difficult.

 

I just have to do something else.

 

“Hey..” I said.

 

She didn’t look up and she didn’t move either.

 

“Alexandra.” I called her name.

 

I can’t believe I did.

 

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“Its okay, you can have my pullover. I know you’ve been admiring it.” I said just to make her look up but she didn’t.

 

I rolled my eyes.

 

Stubborn.

 

I mean what’s there in looking up at someone in front of you?

 

I stared at her.

 

Half of her hair fell down her shoulder, to her arm while the rest fell scattered on her back.

 

Her hairband must have loosed while I was dragging her.

 

She sniffled.

 

I wanted to leave but still I couldn’t.

 

I just stood and stared at her.

 

Then after what seemed like forever, She looked up.

 

Her eyes were red and her cheeks were wet in tears.

 

I felt bad.. so bad.

 

“This isn’t a nice aura to cry right.” I said.

 

Her eyes were dull.

 

“I should show you where to.” I added.

 

“You are inhuman.” She said.

 

Inhuman?

 

“You think after doing that, its gonna change anything about me and you gonna gain anything out of it?” She asked.

 

I just stared.

 

 

“You need to grow a little bit up cos now you act childishly.” She said. “What you did there is never gonna stop me from being me and fuck you for stooping so low to act up in front of everyone just cos of a pullover.” She said. Tears dropped but she wiped them off just immediately.

 

“I hate people like you.” She said as another tear dropped.

 

I looked away.

 

I hate the way im feeling right now.

 

Bad!

 

Why’s my heart acheing this way?

 

A pierce of guilty?

 

I walked to her.

 

She stood up.

 

“Where are you going?” I asked.

 

She glared at me and then try to move but I pulled her back.

 

She flung her hand away and took another steph but I pulled her back again but this time…

 

I pulled her.. I pulled her into me.

 

I hugged her.

 

She didn’t move. She just stayed still.

 

I closed my eyes.

 

I don’t understand the way that im feeling.

 

“I just wanted to say im sorry.” It came out like a magic out of my mouth.

 

I couldn’t believe I said that.

 

“You..you are what?” She asked like she wasn’t expecting it.

 

“Im sorry.” I said again, still hugging her.

 

#Alexandra’s POV

 

He’s sorry? I couldn’t just believe he was saying sorry after embarasing me in such a way?

 

What can a sorry do to wash away such embarrasement and humiliation?

 

But what?

 

He said sorry!

 

I wasn’t expecting that.

 

And he’s hugging me too.

 

What’s wrong with him?

 

“Just get away from me.” I said.

 

He did.

 

He withdrew his his hold.

 

He’s expression is pale..

 

He was staring right in my eyes.

 

“I don’t need your sorry cos Its never gonna change anything!” I yelled at his face.

 

“It would. cos if you had said sorry then, I wouldn’t have did that.You were so

 

arrogant.” He said.

 

Seriously.

 

“Do you know how proud and how rude and how arrogant and inhuman you are huh!?” I asked.

 

He grabbed my hand.

 

“Let go off me now. You always grab people when you wanna hurt them!” I said.

 

“You asked me If I know what saving people is right?” He asked.

 

“You don’t!” I yelled.

 

“Come with me.” He said.

 

He said and began pulling me.

 

But this time around it was gentle.

 

He wasn’t dragging me, he was walking but he held me tight, pulling me with him.