In Love With My Brother's Best Friend – Episode 36
Chapter 36
You can be amazing
You can turn a phrase into a weapon or a drug
You can be the outcast
Or be the backlash of somebody’s lack of love
Or you can start speaking up
Nothing’s gonna hurt you the way that words do
When they settle ‘neath your skin
Kept on the inside and no sunlight
Sometimes a shadow wins
But I wonder what would happen if you
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~Alexandra~
It has been two weeks since I was discharged and today I’m writing my last exam.
I’m just happy and tired, I know that I did well in my exams even though it was not easy for me to study.
One pregnant, Ethan was mad as hell, but at the end he forgive me, I can’t turn back the time.
And it is useless to fight over something that was done.
Even I I’m not proud that I got pregnant still in high school, but somethings are beautiful mistakes.
Have you ever made a mistake but at the end of the you see it from another view then you realized that you could be missing some so beautiful.
I may sound stupid but I don’t regret this even one bit. Not because I wanted to but because it’s too beautiful.
Many woman would not carry their ex-boyfriends babies because it reminds them of their boyfriends.
Well each day you live it’s a memory you will never forget hating your baby because the father is no longer around that is absurd.
I could say that my baby existed because of two people love each other.
I’m just eighteen and I’m already going crazy.
“Xandra huryy!.” My brother yelled from downstairs.
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I picked my pencil case and rushed down stairs.
“Be careful you are pregnant you know.” Ethan cautioned.
I rolled my eyes. This days I’m brave lolz
I got in the car and he hit the wheels.
Do you know Austin spread a rumor that I’m pregnant for Brandon.
I was so made at him. And people called me all sorts of names I’m so disgusted by his face.
And when Ria and Ariana confirmed that I was pregnant she was actually happy like really who would be happy that their friend is pregnant.
Pshh! But Ariana was happy
And Ria was like I told you so.
I was brought back to reality when Sara Bareille – Brave played on the stereo. And it lifted my spirit
Why should I care about what other people say, then I could just stop living.
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Say what you wanna say
And let the words fall out
Honestly, I wanna see you be brave
With what you want to say
And let the words fall out
Honestly, I wanna see you be brave
I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you
I wanna see you be brave ×2
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I sang along and I didn’t miss the smile from my brother.
“You’re happy isn’t?.”
I nodded my head.
“Very happy, I got my brother back, this past week you were damn angry.” I pouted.
“I just care for you, you know that I love you right?.” He said.
I beamed with joy
“Yes, a lot this much.” I opened my arms wide.
“Yup this big, you are like my baby.” He chuckled.
“I love you, Ethan, you won’t leave me right?.”
I felt scared to be alone.
“No, I won’t.”
The car halt. I bid my brother and walked to my class only five minutes left before the exam begin.
HOURS LATER
I just finished writing and I’m so hungry. I don’t really like the cafeteria these days.
I just want to be alone or somewhere most quiet.
“Alexandra, come I’m hungry.” Ariana dragged me to a near restaurant that we eat in since we began writing exams.
“How are you feeling? And my baby?.”
Ariana beamed.
“I’m fine and the baby too.” I yawned.
The waiter brought the usual, my favorite noodles.
Ariana is wanted to be the godmother while Justin the godfather.
My baby is not born but already surrounded by many people who are full of love.
That is great and I’m grateful.
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And since your history of silence
Won’t do you any good
Did you think it would?
Let your words be anything but empty
Why don’t you tell them the truth?
Say what you wanna say
And let the words fall out
Honestly, I wanna see you be brave
With what you want to say
And let the words fall out
Honestly, I wanna see you be brave
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