I Wish I Had Held Back – Episode 6

REAL LIFE LOVE STORY by POP FLAIR – Episode 6

 

We had sex that morning, though she was in

 

pains but she bore it all because of me,

 

because of her love, her commitment, her

 

passion for me. I knew in my heart that if her

 

circumstances was a bit better I would vow

 

to marry against all odds. I loved her and I

 

became so fond of her.

 

We became more carnal and grew in

 

intimacy. Everyday we engaged in lascivious

 

delight and Tope began to enjoy the

 

pleasurable ecstasy each time we entangled

 

in the salacious act.

 

After my service year had ended, I decided to

 

stay back for a week so as to bid farewell to

 

Tope. I knew everything we had was going to

 

end as soon as I departed from Kogi state,

 

and she knew that too. She couldn’t help but

 

cry all through the last few days I spent with

 

her. I felt for her, I was moved but I couldn’t

 

change what fate had put before us.

 

The day I was leaving, she saw me off to the

 

garage. As I waited for the vehicle to be

 

filled, she was sobbing inordinately, her face

 

covered in tears and her nose licking…. It was

 

a sorry sight, I hugged her close and she

 

cried out loud. “Noo…My life! My life! Oh God

 

why?”

 

I said to her. “Tope it’s okay baby, I will miss

 

you dearly.”

 

She then said. “What will I do now? Where

 

will I start from? I cannot love anybody

 

again. oh God please…”

 

I was able to calm her down and she

 

stopped sobbing. We had already created a

 

scene and people were beginning to say

 

things. I then said to her. “Tope, please I

 

need you to have this money, it is N12,000

 

get a good phone so we can keep in touch.”

 

She said. “Of what good will it be Thomas?

 

When I know I cannot have you forever.”

 

I then said. “Please Tope, I just need to know

 

how you are faring, to know if I can help you

 

with anything, to hear your sweet voice

 

again. Please Tope it means a lot to me.”

 

She took the money and she started sobbing

 

again and she said. “Good bye Thomas, good

 

bye…” As she ran away in tears.

 

I stood and watched her fade away in sight. I

 

had tears in my eyes and felt an emptiness

 

within. The vehicle got filled and I embarked

 

on my journey to Lagos. As I journeyed I

 

reflected on the sweet moments Tope and I

 

shared. I then realized they were the best

 

times of my life and I felt privileged to have

 

had such memories.

 

I got home and met my family, everyone was

 

happy to see me again. I sure did miss home

 

and all the comforts, but nothing compared

 

to Tope, whom I missed dearly. I knew I

 

would probably not see her again and

 

everything we had would only linger in

 

thoughts till they grow dim with time.

 

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