Good Girl Gone Bad – Episode 9

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I couldn’t believe what Mandla just told me..”my man would never do that to me”i said to myself,i think i said it loud because some girls i passed laughed and the other one” yeeee ukhuluma yedwa”and they busted in laughter,little did they know that i was really not in the mood…

I reached home and i sat in the kitchen thinking how am i gonna ask him,i had to ask him no matter what,but wait!!!he’s gonna ask how i found out..damn!!!i was in a difficult position.. I sat therre for like 30minutes trying to put a plan together but for the first time in my life i was planless…I heard my phone ringing from the lounge,i remembered that i left it..I went to checked it and it was a private number, mxm i don’t entertain those things.I hate someone who likes calling people with a private number..I took my phone and went to the bedroom,i found him busy with his phone,i opened the wardrobe and i hid the gun inside my jacket..

Him:where you coming from Kekeletso(once he called me with my second name i knew something was wrong)

Me:(trying to pull myself together)Edna and i went somewhere..

Him:(waking up)where?

Me:(not sure what to say)uum…ahem(clearing my throat)to…to..her cousin…

Him:okay i see…

Me:yah sure…

Him:are you okay… Kindly share out more interesting stories from generalloaded.com using the floating social media icon buttons below…

Me:(fake smile) am hundreds 🙂 🙂

If only he knew i wasn’t okay,i wanted to kill him on the spot,i change my clothes and got inside the covers.I wished i could ask him,i wished i had guts to face him but i’m scared,i loved this man with all my heart,yes i know i wasn’t the award winning girlfriend and i betrayed him more than twice and am not supposed to judge him after what i did to him but the thought of him with another woman just killed me slowly.I looked at him and he was busy with his phone.”maybe hes talking to her now”,i thought to myself,and i was so jealous i wanted to take the phone and smashed it on the wall.He put his phone down and turned to me,he kissed my forehead while his hand was caressing my body… Him:baby i missed you..

Me:(i turned and faced the wall)am tired i just want to sleep..

Him:(angry)what’s wrong with you and don’t tell me its nothing because i can see something is going on with you,and i want to know it right now,wake up.. Me:you wanna know the truth?(my anger was about to explode tht moment) Him:yes Letso

Me:am angry because you slept with mpumi..

Him:who told you that?don’t even answer me,i know exactly who did.. Me:(teary eyes)is it true Rick?

Him:(holding my hands)baby please don’t leave me..

Me:(tears rolling down my cheeks uncontrollably) what happend and when did it happened?

Him:it happened before u moved in with me,babe u weren’t taking my calls and i was stressed, so mandla called me to joined them and we drank,mpumi was busy flirting with me the whole night,when i came home she followed me and one thing led to another.i don’t know how mandla found out but he did that’s why we not friends anymore..

Me:(shocked)you guys were friends?

Him:yeah but not anymore..babe am sorry,i didn’t mean to hurt to you or find out this way,i swear to God i was gonna tell you,it was a mistake a huge one.hurting you is the last thing i want to do for as long as i live,i love you more than anything or anyone in this world,please forgive me love…

Eish those words broke my heart,he was so sincere and innocent,he spoke his heart and me on the other hand,i wasn’t being honest with him.I thought of telling him the truth but i couldn’t. I didn’t want to lose him just like that,besides this would kill him..

Me:(smiling) i forgive you malove,we all make mistakes and we learn from them,no one is perfect.i love you..

He hugged me tight and said “i love you too baby”..

We kissed and we cuddled and slept..what a day i had..

The following day i woke up and do my daily chores and everything.I sat in the house that,Edna came to see me and we chatted,i told her everything that happend the other day and she lectured me as if i wanted to;

Edna:Thula you need to stop this,you have a man that loves you,Rick worship the

ground you walk on,he does everything you want him to do,he respects,trusts and

love you,what else do you want.you gonna lose him and this mandla guy wants to

destroy what you build with Rick,just stop this before its too late,am telling you

this because i care and love you…(she was right,what i was doing was not right in

so many levels, its about time i changed)

Me:thanx mafriend,i’ll do that i promise..

Her:and i have something to tell you(smilling like a lil baby in a candy shop)am pregnant..

okay i guess my suspicions were right…

Me:wooow my friend am happy for you(we hugged and we talked about baby stuff and whatnot,untill it was five and she left.I went to the kitchen to prepare dinner,around six thirty Rick’s car parked outside and he got and passed me like he didn’t see me..okay that was weird..He disappeared for about twenty minutes then he came back and stood by the door,his eyes were full of anger,he was sweating and shaking,and i was so scared.. What if Mandla told him everything…He came to me slowly looking me straight in my eyes,he stood right infront of me,breathing heavily.I wanted to move back a lil but i couldn’t, i just froze…. .

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