Good Girl Gone Bad – Episode 37

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I didn’t know what to do about the situation i was in,i mean i loved Lucky so much that i didn’t want to lose him but at the same time I was so scared to hear his explanation, i kept asking my self so many questions like “what if he still loves her”… I mean the girl was so beautiful with a nice body and i was nothing

compared to her…I felt tears filing my eyes,i cried so hard..i took my phone and i looked at his pictures god i loved that man and i missed him so much,i know he hurt me but i just wanted to see him,i wanted to know if he was really sorry or if he still loves me….

I fell asleep while looking at his pictures, and i was woken up by my sister….

Her:(smiled)hey

Me:hey

Her: how you feeling?

Me: am just happy to be home..

Her: am glad you okay,i was really scared i thought you were gonna..(teary) i thought you were gonna die..

Me:hey,come on now,it wasn’t that serious.. Am sorry i gave you guys a fright..

Her:please don’t do it again

Me:(held her hands) i won’t

Her:promise?

Me: i promise

We laughed and hugged ,i know she had a big mouth but i loved her so dearly, she was all i had,well and granny too..we sat in my bedroom and we chatted,she told me the latest about Troy (her boyfriend, remember)how much they love each other and that made me so sad because my love life was a mess,i envied her..Gran came back and came to my room to check on me..

Gran:Nompumelelo can you excuse us i want to talk to your sister.. Lelo:(with an attitude) no am old enough,so i want to know what you two are talking about, am not going anywhere.. Gran:(impatient) am not gonna ask you again,out now..

Her: (gave granny an evil eye)fine i’ll go..

She left..

Gran:your sister stinking attitude is starting to annoy me,you need to talk some sense into her thick skull,this days is untouchable.. Me:that’s unlike her waitse,but anyways i’ll talk to her..

Gran:(calm)how you feeling today?

Me:am okay,i missed home especially my bed and my entire room

Gran:(laughed)mxm you make it sounds like your room is paradise.

Me:(laughed) to me it is

Gran:he told me what happened when you went to see him at work.. Me:who?

Gran:you know who..

Me:typical man

Gran:Thula i know you angry,hurt and most of all you heart broken but you need to give him a chance to explain himself.

Me:explain himself? Explain what? It was obvious what was happening that day..

Gran:he said he didn’t slept with her,they just had an oral.

Me:(laughed in disbelief) and you believe him?

Gran:yes i believe him,he was crying the entire time blaming himself for what happened to you,he even paid the hospital bills.. Me:how about guilty, he did all that because his guilty..

Gran:that guy loves you,he made one mistake,and now you wanna dump him without listening to his reasons and then what?you go back to that good for nothing ex of yours or maybe you move on to another man and he cheats again and you dump him and move on till when?huh?till you have maybe twenty exes,grow up all men cheats but it is your duty to make him stop,do let this ruin your relationship,talk to him,communication in a relationship is key.. Me:i don’t know if i’ll ever be able to forgive him.

Gran: do you love him

Me:yes i do

Gran: then it won’t be hard trust me.

Me:i don’t know about that.

Gran:think about it,now what do you want to eat for supper?

Me:surprise me

Gran: mxm ai suka

I laughed and she left my room,i thought about what she said and she was right,i have trust issues, this was gonna be hard but i was willing to try and save my relo,i was deep in thoughts when my phone rang and it was an unsaved number… Me:hello

Male voice: hey Thula how you

Me:who’s this?

Male voice:sorry,where are my manners,you talking to Dr Khuzwayo…..