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The Bad Boy Diary – Episode 50

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Written by, Rejoice Jeremiah. C

 

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CHAPTER 50

 

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Noah’s PO

 

“Don’t cry much over this son, if she love you like she have been claiming then

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she’ll get back here and maybe help get you outta here, you don’t worry about me,” Dad said as his eyes fixed on the book titled ‘Gullivers Travel’

 

I sniffled.

 

“I saw tears in her eyes and somehow I felt she is gonna come back. Im sure she still love me and would be back,” I said.

 

“Then stop the tears, or you might end up filling up this damn cell with your tears,” he said with a chuckle.

 

“And then it would carry us outta this damn place,” I said and chuckled too.

 

He looked up at me with sad eyes. He tapped me on the shoulder three times.

 

“Im sorry son, im sorry I refused to be a good father to you,” he said.

 

I shook my head. “It’s too late now dad, ” I said.

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He nodded. “Yes I know that but at least, forgive me,” he said.

 

I hieved a sigh. “If Clara forgives me, I will,” I said.

 

He nodded and fixed his eyes back on the book.

 

“I need to pray,” I said, stood up and walked to the far end of the cell room, then I knelt down, closed my eyes and joined my hands together in prayer.

 

When last did I pray? that was years ago.

 

But right now, I need God’s helping hands.

 

I need him to touch Clara’s heart so she could come back here and tell me that she have forgiven me.

 

I prayed within.

 

‘God, can you just touch her heart?

 

Can you make her believe all that I said?

 

Please make her forgive me.

 

I know i’ve been an idiot and it’s been decades that I last prayed to you.

 

But right now, Father, I need your help. Clara can’t hate me, she can’t leave me.

 

I don’t wanna loose Clara or else im gonna loose myself. It’s gonna be hell for me, God.

 

Father, please do this for me. I don’t even mind if you don’t forgive me but Im desperately in need of Clara’s forgiveness and her love.

 

Please grant these to me Lord.’

 

I felt a hand on my shoulder. Dad.

 

I opened my eyes and saw the cell door being opened by a cop.

 

Other cells too were being opened with so many cops within.

 

I know why, it’s dinner time.

 

“Let’s go grab dinner son, im hungry,” he said.

 

I shook my head, “Im not hungry.”

 

 

“C’mon son, please, believe me ladies are too soft hearted and when they love, they love with the whole of their heart. If she love you so much like you said, trust me she’ll come back here soon to let you know. So c’mon let’s go,” he said. “I know she would,” I breathed out.

 

“Sure,” he said then he helped me up and we headed out.

 

I have no idea why I can’t hate my dad, knowing he’s the cause of all these happening to me.

 

I tried to hate him, but I can’t hate him. There’s no point hating him. All I hope for, is Clara’s forgiveness and if that eventually come to pass, then I’ll forgive him just like I told him.

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Clara’s POV

 

Pulling into a sky-blue pajamas, and repacking my combed hair, I sat back on the dressing table and stared at myself at the circle mirror.

 

For two hours that I came in, my minds have been on Noah.

 

Everything he said, I feel they are all true.

 

What’s the point of lying when he is already in cell and just need my forgiveness.

 

The last time I saw his tears was the day I hurt my hand with a kitchen knife cos I saw David’s necklace in my wardrobe. I really didn’t keep David’s things in my house unlike Noah’s. So it was just that necklace that he left. I saw it and the pains that I felt made me hurt myself.

 

He shedded tears as he treated me that day.

 

He told me never to cry because of a man who doesn’t deserve me.

 

He told me to never think about him because his here to make me happy forever.

 

He kept shedding tears as he said all these and more.

 

After treating me, he layed me on the bed and placed that pink teddy (that was one of the teddies I threw into the bin) to me.

 

He was super sweet as he told me a story about his childhood.. About how loving his mother was to him but then she died. That I was the only woman he sees as his lover and mother too.

 

I wonder if that story was true or a lie too.

 

 

I still recall the nights we made love.

 

There are forever stucked in my head, I can’t forget’em.’

 

I sighed.

 

‘He holds me warmly and his touches explains how deeply he is inlove with me. I know Noah loves me and it was that love that made him scared to loose me, to hurt me, to lie to me just to protect me…

 

I think he deserves my forgiveness and im gonna forgive him.

 

I don’t care if he said the truth or not. But because of the very way that he loved me. The way he treated me, im gonna forgive him.

 

His love for me was the reason why I fell inlove with him.

 

I love him so much, and im gonna stay with him.

 

Im gonna stand by him in this because he stood by me when I was in my own pains.

 

I can’t hate him because he made such mistake. I will love him no matter what.

 

I love him and I don’t think I can stop myself.

 

Then a silly little voice spoke within me.

 

‘What about Drake?’

 

I covered the hair cream well.

 

‘Drake is just a friend and neighbour. He doesn’t have any feeling for me. Yeah he did lust over me the early weeks that I came here but then after he learnt of my boyfriend, he backed out.

 

Then this had to happen and he decided to help me out and just wanted us to be friends since I was hating him.’

 

I shook my head.

 

‘I love Noah.. I know I swore never to accept him back but I can’t stop myself. I love him so much and im not gonna leave him, not after listening to his story and seeing him shed that much tears.’

 

 

I stood up and walked to the bed, I layed down and turned the lights off, then turned on the bedside lamp. Golden dim light illuminated the room.

 

I pulled the duvet over my body and closed my eyes.

 

Seeing Noah today had made me realize how much he had been hoping to see me.

 

How much he had been in tears and regret.

 

I can’t leave him not now that he needs me most.

 

Im going to overlook his stumble and stand by him.

 

Im going to forgive him cos he deserves it.

 

I still love Noah and I don’t think I can stop myself.

 

Im going back to the station to tell him.

 

 

Brenda’s POV

 

For the tenth time, I called Drake but he wasn’t answering.

 

I sighed and stood up from my bed.

 

‘If only I can stop myself from loving this idiot, I will but I can’t. I can’t stop myself. I need him and I won’t quit till I get him to be mine!’

 

I slide into my flipflops, picked up my night-gown jacket, wore it and walked out.

 

I came downstairs to see dad making a call.

 

I smiled and slowly came down so he wouldn’t notice.

 

Maybe I’d scare him abit.

 

I stood behind him as he finished up and ended the call.

 

“Hooooo!!” I shouted from behind and he turned, looking a bit frightened. I giggled, “Dad.”

 

He smiled. “C’mon darling, you can’t scare your dad.” I smiled and sat beside him. He kissed my cheek.

 

“You keep acting like that seven years old beautiful Brenda that always hide behind the curtains whenever I come to dress her up for school,” he said.

 

 

I laughed, recalling those years. My mom left me with him when I was five years old.

 

It was the most horrible days of my life and my dad did everything to make me happy. I rejected every nanny that was brought and my dad gave up and decided to be a father and also a nanny to me till I turned ten and decided to accept Nanny Jessica, who left after I turned seventeen, two more nannies came before the current cook. Now im twenty four. My dad was the only closest friend that I had and if I really need an advise, then it should be only from my dad and now I really wanna tell him this,’

 

“Dad, I love you,” I said.

 

He smiled. “I love you more darling,” “Dad, I wanna tell you something,” I said. “Go on,” he said.

 

I breathed out, “I love this guy, Drake. I don’t mean those stupid kinda love that always end in few weeks. This time im so inlove with him, but what hurts me, is that he doesn’t love me, at all, but I love him so much and just wanna be with him. I can’t stop my love for him, i’ve been trying to get him to love me but he doesn’t give a damn about my love, what do I do dad, you are a man, what should I do for him to fall inlove with me?” I said.

 

He looked at me with a faint smile.

 

“You don’t have to force him to love you, you can’t even do that with your body or anything. Love speaks from the heart. If he doesn’t love you darling, then don’t force him to love you cos that might cause some problems in the future. As a lady, you should let a man love you more. You can stop yourself from loving him. You can do that by travelling to somewhere you can meet new people and eventually someone that might make you forget this Drake that you love but he doesn’t love you, Trust me,” he said.

 

I sighed. “Im not gonna travel dad but stay back and keep trying till he love me back,” I said.

 

He smiled. “Be careful then,” he said.

 

I nodded with a smile.

 

A call came on my phone.

 

Jeeez!! from Genestyle. Im damn sure!

 

“Dad I think it’s from the modelling company,” I said anxiously and picked it up.

 

 

And wow, it was an agent from the company!

 

“Hello, this is Genestyle, im I speaking with Miss Brenda Adams?” the female agent said.

 

“Yes you are,” I answered.

 

“Congratualtions Miss Brenda Adams, your picture were among the three selected, you are to have an interview with Genestyle manager by 9am on monday, we are expecting you ma’am,” she said.

 

I smiled. “Alright, I’ll be there, thank you.”

 

“Have a great night,” she concluded and ended the call.

 

I hugged dad.

 

“Dad, I just got this super lucky box!! my picture were among the three picked. The three of us are gonna be interviewed. I hope I get this contract. It worth millions!” I said with excitement.

 

He smiled. “I wish you goodluck darling, with your beautiful face and your smile and this curly hair of yours, you’d get it! You deserve to,” he said. I hugged him again, “I hope to!”

 

Gosh, I can’t wait to tell Nikky! she’ll be sooo happy for me.

 

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NEXT DAY: (sunday)

 

 

Drake’s POV

 

“Jeez!!” I sighed as I stared at the clock.

 

’10am’

 

How did I sleep this long?

 

Cos I drank so much.

 

Ahh! I placed my hand on my forehead with my head on the bedpillow.

 

I felt a slight headache.

 

 

I rolled off the duvet and sat up, brought down my legs and slide my feet into a slippers.

 

I walked to the bathroom and did every necessity that I should do in there.

 

I walked out to the sitting-room and I have no idea, what made me go to one of the windows.

 

I drew the curtain and was shocked to see Clara dressed in blue trouser and black shirt, heels and a a black bag in her hand, heading to the road.

 

‘Where’s she going?’

 

Today isn’t monday, so where is she going?’

 

A cab pulled by and she went in. It drove off

 

That was when I slapped back my thinking faculty.

 

‘She’s heading to see Noah, no doubt.’

 

I rushed back to my room and without bothering to bathe, pulled into a black trouser, red shirt, grabbed the things I needed and rushed out of the house.

 

I decided not to go with my car as I rushed to the road and waved to a cab. It pulled to my front and I entered.

 

“Degred Police department, don’t bother about getting another passenger, your pay is sure,” I said.

 

He nodded and drove off.

 

‘God! If this is true, then im just gonna do what’s in my mind.

 

I really hope it isn’t the place she is heading to.

 

But it’s so obvious.

 

Damn Clara, what’s wrong with you!’

 

I pushed my hair back with a painful sigh.

 

 

If this is true, if truely she’s still inlove with Noah, then I’ll have no option than to do what is in my mind!

 

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[Degred Police Department ]

 

Clara’s POV

 

“I’ve got what to say now Noah, and believe everything that I say to you.” I paused with my eyes on him.

 

He didn’t take his eyes off mine.

 

“..I realized that you deserve my forgiveness and I’ve forgiven you Noah,” I said and he gasped.

 

“..Also, Im not gonna leave you even though you lied so much to me but I can’t hate you for that. You you did all that because you were scared to hurt me. You wanted to protect me. I realized that you don’t deserve my hatred but my ever lasting love,” I said as tears dropped from my eyes.

 

He was in tears as well.

 

I took his hands.

 

“You don’t worry. Im gonna stand by you and love you even in this condition. I know you gonna be out here someday and I don’t mind waiting, remember how much you swore to be the father of my unborn kids. I want that to be a reality, I love you Noah and this should show you how much that I do,” I said with tears rolling down.

 

“Clara, I thought I’ve lost you. My dad was right when he said you were gonna come back if you truely love me, now I believe him even though he caused this all for me. Thanks so much Clara. I love you too and I promise to get out here soon,” he said.

 

“I can’t wait for that day, I miss you Noah,” I said, rubbing his hands in mine.

 

“I miss you so much Clara. God did answer my prayer,” he said.

 

“What prayer?” I asked.

 

“That he should touch your heart to forgive me. Thank you so much for loving me to this extent,” he said with more tears rolling down.

 

 

I got out a hankie from my purse and tried wiping his tears with it but he stopped me.

 

“No Clara, wipe yours, not mine. Im fine shedding them,” he said.

 

I smiled and wiped mine then used it to wipe his too.

 

A male cop sat a bit far watching us but I didn’t care.

 

I can feel his mocking look at us but I didn’t care about all that.

 

Who knows if he had done a crime more worse than Noah’s but no one found out.

 

“I brought you something,” I said with a smile and opened the bag. A flask of food.

 

“Food, you must be really hungry,” I said and opened it.

 

The police stood up and rushed to us.

 

“Foods from visitors ain’t allowed for him ma’am,” the cop said.

 

“Why?” I asked.

 

“For security reasons,” he replied and gave me a sign to close back the flask.

 

I turned to Noah and he nodded.

 

“Im fine, we eat here,” Noah said.

 

“But you can’t compare it to this. It must be really little and tasteless,” I said then I looked at the cop.

 

“Im his girlfriend sir and there’s no substance that I added into the food,” I said. “Ma’am it’s the law here, we abide to it. No prisoner is given any meal from outside the station especially those who are about to be taken to the law court and your boyfriend here will be taken to the law court in few weeks time,” he said.

 

I inhaled and looked back at Noah. He took my hands.

 

“C’mon Clara, im fine.. seeing you here and hearing all that from you has filled me up alread,” he said.

 

nodded.

 

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<b>TBC

 

 

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