Good Girl Gone Bad – Episode 10

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I slowly moved back and he came closer…Gosh what was wrong,not knowing what was eating him up drove me crazy,phela the scariest thing in life is when someone is angry and they kept staring at you and say nothing,you don’t know wether they thinking of killing or beating the hell out of you.. I got fed up with and attempted to leave,he grabbed my hand roughly and pulled me back to him,i was so shocked,was this Rick or someone else who’s a lookalike?,i wanted to say something but my throat was so dry,my voice was nowhere… Him:is there anything that you’d like to tell me…

Me:(shaking)like what?

Him:don’t push me Nokthula?

Me:(there was no way i was gonna confess something that i don’t know,what if i say the wrong confession) Rick what are you talking about?

Him:you lied to me about the party,you said you were going to sandton but you were just next door fu.cking with mandla..

I almost got a heart attack that moment,but what made me felt better is that,its gonna be my word against mandla’s..He doesn’t have any solid proof and i knew exactly how to manipulate Rick.When i do silly things i make sure i cover my tracks,so was this situation,evething was covered..I started crying and the more i cried it was like i was pouring petrol to the burning fire…

Him:what exactly that you want,i give you everything you want everything but you go and sleep with my worst enemy,why?is this the thank i get for loving you,a slap in my face,baby am talking to you?..

Me:(i looked at him and i wiped my tears)am not crying because this is true,am crying because am disappointed in you..You of all people think am capable of sleeping with a stranger,am not a slut Rick,i don’t even know that guy it was my first time i saw him yesterday, if you don’t believe me then lets go ask Edna now… Him:so you want to tell me that mandla is lying..

Me:yes,his lying can’t you see he wants revenge for what you did with his

wife..does he even have proof of what hes talking about(okay i didn’t mean to ask that but it slipped,or maybe i really wanted to know if there was anything) Him:(in a calm voice)no he didn’t tell me about any proof..

Me:(whuuuu,i was a bit relieved)this guy wants to come between us thts all,and we allowing him to do that…

Him:you know what Thula,i hope for your sake you telling the truth, because if you lying to me i swear to God am gonna kill you and kill myself..

He left me in the kitchen,i sat down on the floor,i cried hysterically.I wished i could tell the truth but i couldnt,he was gonna kill me,maybe if it was someone else not mandla,le yena mandla wa teng,what game was he playing.I stood up and dished for him,he walked in and i got scared…

Him:am not hungry and from today on wards i’l be sleeping ko spare room until everything is back to normal because right i could feel that you lying to me(and he was right xem)and tht makes me sick…

Me:so,sleeping ko spare room is gonna sort everything out?

Him:its gonna help me get to the truth of this nonsense..

Me:are you breaking up with me?

Him:(laugh in disbelief) am sure you’d love that,right?

Me:am not saying that..

Him:listen am not breaking up with you atleast not now anyway…

He left and went to sleep.I couldn’t believe that my stupidity was gonna cost me the man i loved,i was so stressed..I didn’t know what to do,i was confused and i felt lost…What worried me a lot was when he kicked me out where was i gonna go,at home my grandma kicked me out because i slept with a married man,and all my friends are under their parents guidance,was God punishing me for all the bad things i did.I can’t survive without Rick,i’d rather die…. .

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