Blue Love Story – Episode 36

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JAJA’s Point Of View

 

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I drink the coffee that Momsh gave to me. We are sitting on the waiting area beside the Operating Room. Ben’s surgery is still on going. It’s been four hours since he was entered in the OR.

 

I am still in the middle of understanding everything. I still can’t believe and accept

 

the current situation. But I need to be strong for Ben. I sighed. I just wish that Ben

 

could survive without losing a memory.

 

“Momsh, what if he can’t make it?”

 

“Ben is strong, darling. He can make it. He’ll fight for you. Just keep on faith with Him.” Momsh hugged me.

 

“That’s right, Jaja. And Ben is going to propose a wedding to you. He should fight or else he can’t share the rest of his life with you.”

 

I bite my lower lip. I feel the heat in my eyes. I saw Auntie Fely running towards us. She’s wearing a robe, seems she’s on her sweet sleeping when Dad called her. “Oh God! Honey, what happened to Ben?” Auntie Fely asked as she approached us.

 

“Ben is on the Operation Room. Doctors need to remove the tumor on his brain,” Dad answered.

 

Auntie Fely’s gaze fell on me. She quickly walk near me and hug me. “Are you okay?”

 

I shook my head. “I’m afraid, Auntie Fely.”

 

“Don’t be. Ben would be alright.”

 

“What happened to my son?!”

 

Our gaze switched to Ben’s Mum. She’s with Ginny and Olga.

 

“D*mn! The three b*tches are here,” said by Auntie Fely.

 

Ben’s Mum look at me and her concern face change into angry.

 

“You! What have you done to my son?! You witch!” Ben’s Mum was about to fight me when Dad stop her.

 

“For pity’s sake, Vina, be ashamed!” Dad shouted. “Before venting your anger to someone, know first what really happened! Use your brain, d*mn it!”

 

Dad is really angry. I noticed that Ginny is quiet since they got here but she’s staring at me like she wants to kill me. Even Olga, the shameless Olga, is looking at me like I was cursed.

 

“Ben have a brain tumor and he needs to undergo on a brain surgery. Now, you should thank Jaja because if it wasn’t because of her, Ben is dead now,” Dad said to Vina, Ben’s Mum.

 

 

“Oh my God! My son! It can’t be! Why my son?” Vina cried. Seems she didn’t know that real condition of Ben, she just know that her son is sick. It was just not me who had been kept a secret, even his Mum. Vina fainted out because of shock. They admitted Ben’s Mum right here in the hospital for she had suffered from nervous break down.

 

We’ve waited for another four hours until the doctor come out from the Operating Room. Everything around became slow motion. My heartbeat became louder and louder until it was the only sound I can hear.

 

I closed my eyes and sighed a few times to ease my nervous. My cold hand is

 

shaking and my knee became weak and weak. It’s like I am slowly became numb. I

 

shook my head to bring back my senses.

 

“Doc, how is my son?” Dad asked.

 

I gulped and hold my breath.

 

Please, God, let Ben be alive. Please. Momsh hold my hand and smiled at me to ease my tension.

 

“I’m sorry, Mr. Alvarez, we didn’t make it…”

 

Bang!

 

My heart skipped a beat when I heard the doctor. My hearing senses had been disabled and the high pitch beep sound was only the thing I am hearing. My body was stunned.

 

Oh God! Why?! I fainted when I couldn’t handle the pain anymore.

 

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WARM SOFT bed is really comfortable to sleep at. It makes my sleep better. I felt someone touching my face. I moaned as I stretch my body before opening my eyes.

 

Ben is smiling while staring at me. He’s lying beside me, his head was on top of his folded arm.

 

“Wake up, beautiful lady.” He kiss me on my lips. “I don’t want to forget you.”

 

I look at him, confused. “What are you talking about, heart?”

 

He smiled, this time his smile is sad even his eyes is in pain. “I’m sorry for not telling you my condition, sweetie. I just don’t want you to be included with my problem.”

 

“But I am your girlfriend. You should share everything to me. Let me know everything you know. We are couple, we should fight every challenges together. Don’t solo your problem. We can make it.”

 

He rose up into sitting position. “We can’t make it, sweetie.”

 

“What are you saying?!”

 

He faced me. “I’m leaving you, sweetie.”

 

I gulped. “Where are you going?” I know what is he talking about.

 

“I am happy to meet you. You’ve completed my life. I love you very much.” “Where are you going? Answer me!” I shouted.

 

He smiled while his tears are flowing down to his cheeks. “I love you.”

 

He’s slowly fading. I cried as I hold his hand tightly. “I love you, Ben. Please don’t

 

leave me.” I hug him, afraid to lose him.

 

“Let me go, sweetie.”

 

“No! I won’t let you go. I’m going to fight for you. Don’t leave me, please. I beg

 

you,” I said between my cries.

 

“Sweetie..”

 

My tears didn’t stop flowing. My heart is aching because of his words. “I said NO! Come back to me, please! Fight with me.” “But, this is my time, sweetie.”

 

“No! It wasn’t your time to go up! It was your time to wake up! You’re still going to marry me!” I shouted.

 

He was silenced for a moment. “Then wake me up, sweetie.”

 

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:::::::::::: to be continued :::::::::::::::

 

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BLUE LOVE STORY

 

>>>>>>>>>Written by JK<<<<<<<<<