Confessions Of An Escort – Episode 22

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I look at him in confusion.

‘What do you mean Ezra must have known about the pregnancy?’ I ask.

Francis looks down failing to meet my eyes. He takes a deep breath

’Jo and Ezra had something going on before she fail in love with George. They always fought about his ex because she kept accusing him of choosing his Ex and her child over her. Ezra kept assuring her that he didn’t love her thats why he left her.’

I look at him as if he has just grown an extra head, I really want to believe him but how can I when they are too many loose threads.

‘One time she got so upset and ended up spending the whole weekend at George’s place. That’s how they started dating. It took time for Ezra and George to get back to being friends.’

I shake my head vigorously

‘Ezra left for Germany, there is no way that he could have started dating Jo.’ I say tears still falling

‘I don’t know how they started, I didn’t even know you existed but all I can tell you is that we all knew about Jo and not you. Ezra said he had doubts about his pregnant ex girlfriend and that is why he never wanted her back.’

‘All this happened whilst he was in Germany?’ I ask before sniffing

‘He was here for another year, I mean he left yes but had to come back. And that is when he dated Jo.’

After saying this he looks at me and sees the tears flowing down my face. I am sure he can see how broken I am. He reaches out and holds me to his chest and let’s me sock his shirt with my tears. He rubs my back untill he feels my sobs reduce. When I am done crying he keeps holding and rubbing my back.

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Katie isn’t aware how she moved from heart breaking sobs to sexual arousal. She knows that Francis is holding her for comfort but somehow she has moved from crying to waiting. She raises her head to look into his eye but instead sees the lips. Just one tiny kiss is all that’s going through her mind. She captures his lips while her mind registers that she shouldn’t be feeling these things. She’s an escort and she’s not suppose to feel things. She moves her hands over his chest and finds his shirt. She groans in frustration.

Francis can’t think straight. When he feels her hands on his chest he knows he needs to stop this before it gets out of hand. He needs a proper bed for what he wants to do to her. And he wants her completely na.ked so he can slowly cherish the skin to skin feeling. He lifts his head and looks anywhere but her. He tries to speak but his voice fails. He clears his thought and stands. His clothes betraying the sexual arousal of his body. He takes deep breaths to calm himself. Then looks at her.

‘I want you so much but first you need to process what I have just told you. You cant block your hurt with sex.’ He says not believing even the things he is saying himself

Katie looks at him. But all she sees is the desire in his eyes. She moves to pull him on by his belt.

When he is standing between her legs she unzips him. While looking at him with a naughty smile. Her hands bring him and she lowers her mouth on him. She knows she has him. She sucks and flicks her tongue over and over. He lifts her and she puts her legs around him. He captures her mouth and slides in. The groan that escaped her mouth is enough to make him go harder. He feels like his home. His heart tells him his in love and for moments he fails to move. He instead changes the tempo of the kiss to a gentle one. Trying to make her see his love. He starts moving in her slowly. This is nothing like he has experienced before, or her. In this moment there is nothing that matters except them, he has so much that he wants to tell her. But also he doesn’t want to ruin it. She is scared of all the emotions she is feeling, with each thrust she knows she is in too deep. Her body responds to every movement, every rhythm, every thrust and touch. She is sprang and she is too afraid to accept it, but she feels it. And she feels it hard.

She blocks everything else and decides to enjoy the moment as she gives him a small bite on the lips, loud moans escape her mouth as tears of pleasure pour. This is nothing like she has ever experienced, her body shudders as she cums and he follows suit. He holds her in place and laughs.

‘I cant believe we just made love in the open and fully dressed.’ He says laughing again pants still down

She looks at him realizing where they are and looks shocked. Her need for him had made her forget where they were.

‘Sorry.’ She says shyly

They disentangle and get in the back of the car after dressing up.

He holds her hands and looks in her eyes.

‘I am here for you katie, always know that. I really like you and this shouldn’t make you feel like I am going to walk away because on the contrary it’s another reason to stay.’

She look at him and he see emotions in her eye that she quickly hides.

‘It was just sex.’ She says not even looking at him

He holds her by the chin and kisses her gently

‘It wasn’t.’ He says

Francis knows she’s dealing with a lot right now and he vows to love her through it all. He knows his friend and also that the road ahead will be rough. In his mind, he can’t stop thinking that Ezra’s move to Zambia was somehow connected to coming to claim his child since he know his marriage wont produce any.

With his mind all over the place he gets hold of her hand and leads back to the front of her car and starts driving. He needs a plan. To protect both mother and child. His heart is involved now and making use of his stubbornness and arrogance will come in handy.

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Francis drives us in silence. I welcome the silence because my mind is all over the place. How could Jo and Ezra be together? Jo knew I loved him and was expecting his child. Wasn’t there a sister code or something? How can one be ok with sharing a man with her sister? If Ezra knew about Sean then why was he quite. Why now? All these questions are racing through my mind and I can’t find answers. When we arrive at Francis’ place I decide I need to talk to Ezra before I make decisions on what to do. We get out of the car.

Francis holds my hand and we walk in hand in hand only to come face to face with Ezra.

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M. Veronica