Confessions Of An Escort – Episode 19

 

CONFESSIONS OF AN ESCORT

 

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I can see that he is waiting for answers but I am not sure I am ready to open up.

 

‘Katie you have it all together and if someone didn’t see you in action they would never think you have that side of you.’

 

I sigh

 

‘Six years ago, I was at a bar with Urah for our usual cocktails. I had just opened my first hospital and I was more than proud of myself when these three grannies walked into the bar.’

 

I laugh at the memory

 

‘They were looking like life had been sucked out of them, so the crazy side of me told Urah that whoever managed to cheer the two up would not pay for dinner the next time we met. Urah went first, but came back looking like a stone had been thrown on her head.’

 

I laugh again

 

‘So I took a shot of whisky and went to their table, surprisingly it went so well. I was able to bond with one of them and I called Urah to join, turned out they were not so bad looking after all its just the amount of sorrows that they had which made them look like that. So we downed beers and beers until we got rooms.’

 

I pause

 

‘I felt alive that night, I gave parts of me that I had just given to Ezra and I thought I would cry over it but I never did. No regrets, no tears, no worries. Nada. And that’s when I knew that a part of me was gone, a part I would never gain back.’

 

I chuckle

 

 

‘When I woke up the next morning, the man had left a bundle of money on the side table with a note, “I am pretty sure you don’t need this money but you could make more of this if you do this on a professional level.”

 

‘And I am guessing that was it?’

 

‘Took me six months to actually bring that to life because I was going through all the paper work on how best I could become an escort. And here we are now.’

 

‘So you have been at this for six years?’

 

‘Yep.’ I say with a deep sigh

 

‘What have you been using the money for?’

 

‘Building.’

 

‘Building?’

 

‘I wanted to use it for Sean’s child fund, that’s what I tell Urah anyway but that’s not true. My salary goes to his child fund account and whatever I have been making is what I have used to build.’

 

‘Build what exactly?’

 

‘I have an orphanage in Chipata, been running for three years now.’

 

‘Wow.’

 

‘You do know you using your whoring money to build an orphanage doesn’t make it any better right?’

 

‘Money is money, it doesn’t matter how it was obtained.’ I say and he looks at me

 

‘I don’t know Katie.’ He says getting up

 

‘So what is it like? You sleep with all your clients?’

 

 

‘Not all of them, some just want to cuddle. Others to talk, then they are those that I have to sleep with.’ I say

 

‘No regrets?’

 

‘You are trying to judge me?’

 

‘I am trying to understand you.’

 

I chuckle

 

‘Don’t try too hard honey, I am not the girl for you. Or anyone.’

 

He keeps quiet as if reading my mind

 

‘Ezra never stopped loving you, he just grew.’

 

‘I have heard that story before and it never ends well.’

 

‘So you don’t feel anything for him?’

 

‘It’s been eight years, I would be lying to say I feel anything for him.’

 

‘You live many lives in one but can love one person in all.’

 

‘It took me a lot to finally let go of Ezra, I appreciate that he still feels something for me but I wouldn’t gamble my heart on what used to be. He has Mer’vis in his life and I have a son to look after. I have hospitals that need my attention, an orphanage that needs my sanity and people that look up to me.’

 

‘What about you?’

 

‘What about me?’

 

‘Who is taking care of you? Who has been taking care of you?’

 

 

‘Francis I am a big girl and I have been doing fine by myself.’ I defend avoiding his preying eyes

 

He looks at me intently

 

‘Let me take care of you.’

 

‘Francis I don’t have anything to offer.’

 

‘Let me be the judge of that.’

 

I shake my head

 

‘Don’t fight it, I know you are curious and would love to know what would happen if you let me in.’

 

I shake my head again

 

‘Even if I was to be with someone it wouldn’t be you.’

 

‘Why not?’

 

‘You are arrogant and big headed, everything I despise in a man. Besides I don’t date, I don’t do any of that mushy stuff. That is not the kind of person that I am.’

 

‘Not to be arrogant but we both know I am the man for you, because someone soft can’t be with you. You are intimidating enough and you need me.’

 

I chuckle standing up to square

 

‘We all have a breaking point, we all have a price, we all have what makes us tickle.’ He adds when I don’t respond

 

‘Not me, I don’t have any emotions. I am a woman of ill reputation, a scarlet woman, working girl, masseuse name it!’ I yell

 

 

‘Francis I am a call girl, a gigolo, you and I both know escort is just a fancy word for prostitute. For harlot. For whore. For a woman of the night and I can never amount to anything else but that!’

 

‘And yet your are a reputable doctor?’ He challenges

 

I open my mouth to respond but I keep quiet

 

‘What are you doing?’ I ask when he moves close to where I am

 

‘I need to show you something.’ He says killing the only space between us

 

He lifts me by my bum and I can feel my breathing getting heavy, he places his lips on mine. At first I freeze, but as he pushes his tongue deep inside me I let him have his way. He continues to kiss me until my toes begin to curl.

 

Gently placing me on the bed, he works on removing my blouse as his eyes remain fixed on mine. I don’t know how to not be in control but I let him.

 

‘Francis.’ I mourn lightly when he gets a hold of my bosom, squeezing each of them gently then rubbing my nipples in the process. Am starting to feel things, emotions are building up that I have never felt before.

 

Then he moves away and helps me out of my jeans, I let him. At this point I want him to make me feel things I have never felt before.

 

He kisses my tummy, then moves to my lady parts where he gently removes my lace underwear.

 

He smiles and looks at me, I can see the desire in his eyes

 

Just when I thought he is about to enter me he places his head between my legs.

 

‘Ahhhhhh!’ I scream feeling his tongue on me

 

 

I have watched this in adult movies, but never had anyone to do it to me. Am skeptical about how I smell but the smile on his face when he looks at me makes me certain that he is enjoying it.

 

‘Hold still.’ He says locking his fingers with mine

 

I allow him to have his way, to lick, to suck, to punish me, making me feel things I have never felt before. And just when I think he is going to enter me, he comes to lay beside me and kisses me. Making me taste myself on his lips

 

‘Allow me to teach you some things Katie, let me be your man.’ He says kissing my ear lobe as I try to catch my breath