In Love With My Brother’s Best Friend – Episode 30

Chapter 30

 

 

~Alexandra~

 

 

Once we finished eating I cleaned the table and wash the dirty dishes.

 

 

Ethan has been very quiet.

 

“Ethan are you okay?.” I looked at him worriedly.

 

 

“Alexandra come here.” He pat the space beside him.

 

 

I could feel that something is wrong, he has never called me using my full name.

 

 

I sat beside him.

 

 

“Are you okay? Is mom and dad okay? I hope_.” Before I could finish he cut me in.

 

 

“Zac is gone.” He blurted out.

 

 

And I started at him weirdly. How can he go?

 

 

“I thought I could wait until tomorrow but I couldn’t.” He faced him palms.

 

 

Aha hahaha

 

 

I laughed what funny joke.

 

 

But it’s not.

 

 

“Brother that is not funny, try something else, he won’t leave.” I said with finality.

 

 

“I’m sorry Alexandra.” He gave me a letter. And walked to his room.

 

 

What is this?

 

 

My heart beat sped up.

 

 

Should I open this or not.

 

 

I composed myself and walked to my room.

 

 

I was having doubt should I read the letter or not.

 

 

Just do it Alexa if he’s really gone nothing will change.

 

 

I’m scared I guess.

 

 

I closed my eyes and opened the letter.

 

 

Dear Alexa Love

 

 

 

 

Somethings are better not said face to

 

 

face. You’re the sunshine you always glow

 

 

you tried to light up my world. Darkness

 

 

and light never collide. I’m scared the more

 

 

try you will sink deep in the darkness.

 

 

We don’t belong together. I want you to

 

 

☆move on. YOUR FUTURE WITH ME IS NOT

 

 

☆PROMISING.

 

 

♡I LOVE YOU

 

 

☆Zac

 

 

I took a deep breath, I won’t cry no more. I have cried enough, I got no more tears cry.

 

 

I’m not going to give a fu.ck a bout him, he wants to leave, I set him free, he wants me to move on I will. I won’t cry for him.

 

 

I won’t beg for his love

 

 

I have had enough of him, I’m the one who chases after him. But this time I won’t.

 

 

It’s OVER we are done.

 

 

What kind of love is this that it always makes you cry that breaks that makes you hopeless.

 

 

Two minutes I’m happy seconds later everything collapse.

 

 

Right now, I’m in a state of mind

 

I wanna be in, like, all the time

 

Ain’t got no tears left to cry

 

So I’m pickin’ it up, pickin’ it up (oh yeah)

 

I’m lovin’, I’m livin’, I’m pickin’ it up

 

 

Oh, I just want you to come with me

 

We’re on another mentality

 

Ain’t got no tears left to cry

 

So I’m pickin’ it up, pickin’ it up

 

I’m lovin’, I’m livin’, I’m pickin’ it up

 

Pickin’ it up, pickin’ it up

 

I’m lovin’, I’m livin’, I’m pickin’ it up (oh, yeah)

 

Yeah, we turnin’ it up

 

 

I put the letter away in the closet. I got in bed.

 

 

Everything is over and tomorrow is a new thing. He kept on hurting me again and again.

 

But now I won’t take it anymore.

 

 

I should just stop thinking about him.

 

I turned off the lights and slept off.

 

 

THE NEXT DAY

 

 

I was already done preparing myself for school our exams will begin next week. I have to revise that’s all.

 

 

Ethan has been glaring at me as if i grown horns.

 

 

“Are you sure that you’re okay?.” He looked concerned.

 

 

“More than anything.” I picked my bag.

 

 

“Are you going to act like nothing happen?.” He said.

 

 

“Did something happen, whatever happened yesterday is the past and today is bright new day.” We both walked outside and he drove me.

 

 

 

After few hours later. We arrived, he dropped me and left.

 

 

 

“Alexandra.” Ariana ran to me. She was in tears. While Austin and Ria followed they were smiling.

 

 

“He left you, I’m so angry.” I was taken aback.

 

 

But I composed myself immediately.

 

 

“Yes he told me that he is leaving but he will be back.”

 

 

I grinned.

 

 

“Really he told you?.” Ariana asked.

 

 

“Yup you have nothing to worry about.”

 

 

“Ria, Justin.” I smiled at them.

 

 

“Are you okay?.” Justin asked.

 

 

“To tell you the truth, I’m not really okay, but what to say he just had to leave, he got something to attend too.”

 

 

I continued…

 

 

“When you love someone so much it hurts to see them leave but everything will be fine right.”

 

 

Ariana chuckled.

 

 

“That’s right, you are truly in love.”

 

I could see the scowl in Ria.

 

 

“Okay let’s go to class.” I said and dragged both Ariana and Ria.

 

 

“Come Justin.” I smiled at him.

 

 

They want to see me weak, they actually think that I will be crying on my knees.

 

 

Fuck them all.

 

 

A smirked crept on my lips and my eyes turned dark.

 

 

 

T B C